#263 September 20.

#263 September 20. Joe was a very funny kid. Not only was he fat, and nobody liked him, his parents had also had a divorce. After the divorce he got afraid of handles. Not that he really was… Read More

#262 September 19.

#262 September 19. Panic/anxeity attacks are very common. They can come in situations with stress, but they can also jump out to get you from a clear sky. It starts with a feeling that something is wrong, like… Read More

#261 September 18.

#261 September 18. I picture Mom and Dad and the mortuary attendant, with their mouths open and smiling. I imagine circling their tongues with a red crayon, and I wait to fall asleep. -Dribble

#260 September 17.

#260 September 17. I picture Mom and Dad and the mortuary attendant, with their mouths open and smiling. I imagine circling their tongues with a red crayon, and I wait to fall asleep. -Dribble

#259 September 16.

#259 September 16. so i finally hit the sack…notice that I said hit the sack. Gettin sleep was an entirely different story. I started looking back at all the horrible things and unlove and sadness i’ve been experiencing,… Read More

#258 September 15.

#258 September 15. my mother’s friend is on the floor screaming, and her fiance is in a somewhat compromising position. he jumps up and says “thanks, pat, for getting her drunk again!” now i believe it. my mother… Read More

#257 September 14.

#257 September 14. >some days you wake up and everything is dull, like you’re looking at >the world with dirty saran wrap over your eyes. That is the most terrible feeling I have experienced. Wondering if life will… Read More

#256 September 13.

#256 September 13. I go to clubs, because I don’t want to be alone forever and ever and ever and ever and ever. If you can’t relate to this feeling, you’re probably lost. As for getting to know… Read More

#255 September 12.

#255 September 12. But now it seems like I’ll never make up for the time I lost & time keeps slipping away from me, faster and faster, and at the end of each day I haven’t done what… Read More

#254 September 11.

#254 September 11. I am so sick of living here in heterogeneity-ville, USA. Everyone here looks the same, and talks the same, and acts the same and listens to the same music. The little pieces of rebellion in… Read More