#302 October 29.

#302 October 29.

i have no real friends
people in the lab just tolerate me
john don’t like me
lord knows what his girlfriend thinks
i see them get all skittish around me
smiling nervously
cracking inane jokes
but they know
of course, they won’t say
because i’m dangerous
everybody treats me with kid gloves
i just want to die
i just want to go find a rock
and crawl under it
and die
i’ll never amount to anything
i’ll never mean anything to anybody
i’ll never attract anybody
i’ll never be successful
she did a good thing
leaving me
she knew

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